nothing to write home about

I won’t repear myself by saying what i usually say, which is my longest posts are the ones starting when i think i don’t have nothing to write about.
There. I said it.

Anyways, life have been going in their own pace. And nothing exciting happend.

I still go to more and more job interviews, with nothing too conclusive.
My and lee went to a long weekend we were invited to in a Kibbutz in the north. I usually object to these kinds of trip. I decided i’m not going to do it this time, and was very galant about the whole deal.
To make a long story short, and without offending anybody, a retroactively “I Told you so” was in order, even though i never DID told anyone so or such.
I also hate getting sick and nausiated every time I go out on a trip. There’s something about getting out of the house and trying out new kinds of foods that my stomach doesn’t like, and yet, I always have to try anything new i come across, which leads to me getting sick. It happened again this time, which wasn’t to suprising, and that wasn’t even the main reason why this trip didn’t hit the “better trips i’ve had” list.

Between job interviews i’ve been playing Maniac mansion, and Day of the tentacle (got stuck yesterday: How do i get the teeth from the horse ??). i’m lead by one criterion this time: NO WAKLTHROUGHS !

I’m also very close to finishing the 2-3 year long work on my lit USS Voyager model. I’ve done applying decals yesterday, and i need to add a few details, and touch ups, and coat it with cote. Then i’m gonna do a long photographics session.
I’m also working on a paper model of the space shuttle columbia, (in commemorance to Ilan Ramon), the black homurist in me says that for accuracy and perfection i need to burn it when i’m done, but i argue that i’m building the Pre STS-107 mission model.

I’m still at a lost about what can make my happy in my life. I enjoy some stuff, but only moderately. I haven’t felt true happiness or bliss in a long while.
Moreover, i tend to get people depressed when i expess my true opnions on some stuff.

I feel like i’ve reach a dead end, and there’s a no U-turn sign.

On the same subject, a few TV shows were cancelled and a few new TV shows replaced them.
I’ve started watching “Lost” in High Res HDTV, which is fantastic quality, and makes even a medium show very enjoyable.
There are a few other new shows which i havn’t watched yet, but waiting for me.
I’m anxiously waiting for the next episode of startrek Enterprise.

I’ll conclude by saying something that I’ve had on my mind for a while and said it on and off to certain people:
I get very good ideas, and A lot of them, but i only implement a tiny fraction of them, mainly because i realize most of them aren’t cost effective in the sense that it would take too much effort to make and very little gain in return. Plus, there are some good business ideas i have which might be cost effective if i’d have some investment. Unfortunantly, i have TOO MANY good ideas, so i don’t know which one to pursue, I.E. which is the most profitable, both financally, and spiritually – which will be most rewarding for my lost happiness…

One instance i’ve been burnt by is now portrayed in ctrl-alt-del, my favorite online comic strip.

So right now, i can’t think of anything worthwhile to do, other then simply drifting in the currents of life, and let them take me whereever life decides where to take me, without any intervention on my behalf.

Comments are appriciated as always.

(which reminds me that none expect one of my friends replied to my “personality questionierre” email.

sigh…
I can’t say it wasn’t expected…